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xMyOwnMindx

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    id like to keep my cheeks dry today
  • Birthday 01/31/1991

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  1. sometimes i feel so bad for all of us splitting up my heart my own selfish desires leading me to two conclusions ones small and angry the other big and random everytime i think ive made up my mind the other surprises me and one knows hes sharing while the other never asks. at first i added this to my list of issues but untill im forced to choose it'll be okay i think i know what i want in the end if he'll pay attention to me long enough if he'll treat me right but what if im chasing what i already have in other arms? im torn in half past lovers once lovers now lovers two lovers stronger lovers when two hold my heart its all about where i currently rest my head which isnt fair to any of us im unfair but he doesnt even know which is better for us both but im dying for a phone call dying for the 7 words 'i miss you, baby i love you'
  2. Not true. If you look at all the views, other people read your writings, they might not comment. lol this is a message board. id rather hear 'your writing is cliche and dumb' then silence. Sometimes your writing is very powerful and is hard for people to respond because you touch a nerve. wusses. lol im jk...kinda Not everyone is able to address their feelings. You have that ability not only to address them, but to write about them for others. lol lame. i wish i had the ability to change them or something usful. i wish i could use my selfhate to loose 7 lbs and be at my smallest weight ever for my height. seven little pounds. but im just so lazy =[
  3. Not true. If you look at all the views, other people read your writings, they might not comment. lol this is a message board. id rather hear 'your writing is cliche and dumb' then silence. Sometimes your writing is very powerful and is hard for people to respond because you touch a nerve. wusses. lol im jk...kinda
  4. Not true. If you look at all the views, other people read your writings, they might not comment. lol this is a message board. id rather hear 'your writing is cliche and dumb' then silence.
  5. why r u the only one that ever reads my stuff? lol
  6. over time my mind has run dry and my eyes have run down my cheeks ive never put my time to use my actions were never much i wanted to change this but i never did most of the time i feel like ill never do anything its terrible but this hopelessness controls my heart owns my head seemily lucky, i carve at the reasons i feel so broken, i find nothing but a shattered mind too weak, too young, too unmotivated to help, to change, to grow, to learn stuck stuck in a place of darkness stuck in a place without direction stuck in a place without windows, without doors. reached out for help, and finally recieved some scared i wont do my part ive never done my part of anything even if i wanted it bad. does this deem me doomed? how do i fix something that noone can help me with to comply? to listen to someone else? if i can, it'll be new to me i only listened in the past because of fear. fear has always ruled.
  7. hm. what was i doing? i guess cleaning. idk. ive kinda been online since i woke up at like noonthirty
  8. If you like to waste lots of time, I suggest maplestory. But beware it doesn't eat your life. XD it probably will. im like sucked into the internet. i keep reading stuff about skinID since i just ordered it. that and stupid addicting 'social networkin sites that i must'n mention' lololol censorship.
  9. You got arrested... AGAIN??????? What did you do? I hope you get clean. Sorry to hear that you have not gotten rid of your depression. If you want to have your posts appear immediately, you will have to go to the topic in Warm Wishes - IMPORTANT TOPIC - EVERYONE PLEASE READ. Please make a post agreeing to abide by the rules. No foul language, no private information, etc.. Please sign up and hang around the boards. We miss seeing your posts. i found a credit card and i couldnt help myself. i dont need a lecture..believe me, i KNOW. =[ i need to get clean. its been 2 weeks exactly today, but before that it was like 3 weeks, and before THAT it was 2. so yea. its only for a little while though. yea im gonna do that yea hopefully they get happier lol cuz all i did yesterday was spew unhappy.sorry.kinda. lol I'm not going to lecture you. I'm just sorry that your decision was the wrong one. Hopefully you get your life back on track. I think this is one of the steps to becoming happier. there isnt anywhere to get back to. its always been wrong. i need to get away from my past and this town and everything.
  10. You got arrested... AGAIN??????? What did you do? I hope you get clean. Sorry to hear that you have not gotten rid of your depression. If you want to have your posts appear immediately, you will have to go to the topic in Warm Wishes - IMPORTANT TOPIC - EVERYONE PLEASE READ. Please make a post agreeing to abide by the rules. No foul language, no private information, etc.. Please sign up and hang around the boards. We miss seeing your posts. i found a credit card and i couldnt help myself. i dont need a lecture..believe me, i KNOW. =[ i need to get clean. its been 2 weeks exactly today, but before that it was like 3 weeks, and before THAT it was 2. so yea. its only for a little while though. yea im gonna do that yea hopefully they get happier lol cuz all i did yesterday was spew unhappy.sorry.kinda. lol
  11. hopefully sneaking over to my friends house. i need comfort =]
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